"What I Need to Say" By: Cassandra Freiborg 6/19/05

I make myself sick,

thinking about what will happen,

if I do or do not say,

what I need to say,

to certain people.

Especially the ones,

I care about.

Loosing myself,

in words long locked away,

doesnt seem,

a fitting end,

to this arguement.

Its OK though,

I understand why,

I miss you,

I hurt for you,

I love you

and hate you.

All at once,

I become this monster,

and I am myself at

the exact same time,

and it all seems to eternal,

to destroy.

I just figure,

it'll work itself out;

I dont need to be bothered,

its stupid,

its foolish,

I dont need it

or you at all.

But I do.

I need this.

The worrying over,

what will happen,

if I do,

or do not say,

what I need to say,

to certain people.

Especially the ones,

I care about.