Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the Lord

My soul to keep

I close my eyes

And count to ten

Never will my eyes open again

I pray for God

To keep my family and friends safe

And to somehow let them know

It was not their fault

The love of my life

I wish him happiness

And not to spend his life

Blaming himself for my end

I hope someday

I'll see them all again

And we'll be together

Never to be separated again

I hope someday

That they can forgive me

For leaving them all alone

But it's my time

And I'm not afraid

And my passing will not painful

Sleeping pills and four cuts on each wrist

The blood will flow until the end

I'm sorry I didn't have the strength to stay

Just please don't forget me

And please find it in your hearts to someday forgive me