"Season of Fire"
E.M. Hunton

I asked for brokenness
and this is what I get:
a pocket full of questions,
insecurities, problems,
and things I don't understand

Why is brokenness a season
instead of a one-time event
a season full of fire,
pain, tears
and things I cannot stand

Why is brokenness so lonely
and who do I got to instead?
My mind full of hurt,
deceit, and pictures of people
who let me down?

God why do I not trust you
when I'm broken on the ground
when I'm screaming, running
falling, down and down and down?

If I let go and give up
I'll be more broken then before
everything will crash and burn
I want to fall into your arms.