Why is it that every time,
I give my heart to someone new,
It gets torn to shreds?
Why do I continue,
To risk myself,
Just to love someone?
I thought that he'd be different,
And in fact he was-
He just wasn't as different as I need him to be.
I needed someone who understood,
I needed someone to know just what to do.
He tried and did pretty good,
Or at least at first.
But then he realized my insecurities,
I guess that he realized,
That I needed more thatn he could give.
My heart is torn in two,
Because I cared for him so
I saw us together not forever,
But for longer than it lasted.
I wish that it could've lasted-
That he still cared.
But somehow I lost his interest,
I guess my glimmer escaped me.
Because I lost his love,
And I have to go on caring so much.
I know that I'll get over it,
But it still hurts to think,
About what might have been.
We'll still be friends,
This I know,
But it still hurts.
Loving a friend always hurts,
Especially when you once had their love,
But then it was misplaced.
So now I have to step back,
And live a new life,
After getting so used to the one that I had.
I know that I'll get over it,
And probably soon,
But it still hurts,
And probably forever will.