Someday, one day
maybe I'll fly away
and be able to be who I truly am.

I'm so afraid of everything.
Everything that surrounds me.
All that I won't be able to take.

What if.
What if they don't understand.
And they turn away laughing.

I can't hold on to this.
All of it.
That's what is holding me back.
From being me.
From being my true self.

I don't even know who I really am.
What I am here for.
Why I am me.

I want to be me.
I want to express myself without any shame.
I want to be free from everything pulling me away.

I want to be able to not want anymore.
And just to be happy.