I used to think your words

Did not effect me

I always told myself you were joking

While I didn't realize

How much they shattered me

Until it was too late

I was too far gone

Now I realize

Your tearing me apart

There is nothing I can do

There is nothing I can say

The damage has been done

Now I'm shutting down

I don't trust anyone

I believe everything I hear is lies

All because of you

Everyone is torturing me

Causing me to think

Of death and dying

How worthless I am

All I am is an accident

Not meant to be


What is wrong with me?

Why are these thoughts

Coursing through my head?

What have you done?

Now that I'm falling

I finally realize

After all this time

Your tearing me apart