'White Wedding Dress'
Fallen so far, and still I'm trying
To see through the middle of this mess
Underneath the masked-layers of feeling
To find my true self again
How will this ever work out?
You say "Keep smiling"
But mine fades when you leave
I hate that
Only 'less than a year'
So far as you keep promising
I know you won't break yours
But I was broken to begin with
You say you'll marry me,
We'll move out, and be on our own
Eager as I am to do this...
My worries create dark shadows
So picked a dress for the wedding day
And, trust me, a year goes by fast
Before we know it, we'll be toasting New Years
And making plans firm plans with guests
Time goes by so slowly...yet it speeds up at the turning point,
And I'll be left spinning....holding onto you......