1What do I deserve?
I thought something scary
I never thought it would enter my mind
But last night as I lay in bed
Do I deserve to be loved?
Instantly, I calmed myself
of course I do
but still I couldn't help but wonder
My eyes were wide and all I could do was wonder
How did I ever get this sad?
When did I start to disappoint myself?
Do I deserve love?
I must trust that I do
But I think I need to love myself
what's the use of someone's love
if I can't even accept my own?
Crap or not crap???