Emergency Route

I cry out from my misery
In hope
For someone to come rescue me
I feel as though I'm mute
I feel numb to happiness
I wonder to myself,
How death is right there
As an emergency route out
I need it, so why not take it?
This life is pointless in my eyes
Why deny me of my emergency route?
Suicidal I may be, but it's me
Who wants to get out