Ignorance

For my whole life I've been waiting for happiness to come along, waiting for the future, for freedom,

But now I realise that happiness is ignorance,

And ignorance in childhood,

Childhood that I have wasted waiting.

And now that I have nothing left to wait for,

I should try to salvage what ignorance I have left.

But I know that no matter what,

I can never change my mind,

I can never stop thinking.