Sealed Box of Sorrows

I fell, dripping black acid
I coated myself in sorrow
Hoping to seal it away again tomorrow
A picture painted with a missing paintbrush
All the light has dissolved into dark
Eating my heart again
I'm dying to cry my heart out again

Please tell me why I end up with myself broken
A gift given to my love of fire
Fires of regret, fires of twisted tears
When you come back, I know for a fact
You want to hear me say I'm well
I'm lying where I fell

Already, it's hurting
Already, I'm crawling on the floor
Again, I cry, again, I scream
No more pain
I'm ashamed of what I've become
At long last, I can wash away the pain
In an unforgiving way, bringing more

Please tell me why I end up with myself broken
A gift given to my love of fire
Fires of regret, fires of twisted tears
When you come back, I know for a fact
You want to hear me say I'm well
I'm lying where I fell

Save me, I'm screaming for you to save me
I don't want to know what from anymore
I'll drink lakes of cyanide
Just for one more chance to die

Please tell me why I end up with myself broken
A gift given to my love of fire
Fires of regret, fires of twisted tears
When you come back, I know for a fact
You want to hear me say I'm well
I'm lying where I fell

Please tell me why I end up with myself broken
A gift given to my love of fire
Fires of regret, fires of twisted tears
When you come back, I know for a fact
You want to hear me say I'm well
I'm lying where I fell

I have the lies made up
What I know, I do not understand
I never reacfh beyond my box
My sealed box
Where I hide the pain away

-End