You could have been dead by Now
I've dreamt of your death many times,
wondering if prison would be worth it.
With your actions,
it feels as if I am solitary confinement,
for a crime that is yours.
I struggle to recover from the death sentence
that you seem to throw on my head,
this guilt that I have
Yet, I am glad I didn't kill you.
Even though I know a million reasons why.
I can channel my anger towards you,
in a thousand constructive ways.
Ways that will put me on top,
that will help me live my life,
as I see fit, and not how you
think it should be.
So, I become alive, and free, and my own person.