the greatest torture
spending an entire weekend
close to you,
but not close enough.
I couldn't look at you
without thinking,
oh god,
if I could only kiss you
and hold you in my arms,
just touch you with my hand.
even sitting next to you,
I couldn't reach you if I tried,
because you were a million miles away.

love is just a dream,
love is always just a dream,
and every dream of love I have
is shattered when I wake.

TMK 6.27.2005