Last night I tasted The saltiness of a true tear.
A tear embedded in fear Head aching from thoughts unclear.
So sudden,
So unexpected-
I never thought I'd have to fight For your love, care and affection.
Scared of everything, most of all neglection.
Since when do I cry over a guy?
I guess I really do pretend to be stronger Than I actually am.
I'm weak and dependent; what is wrong with me?
I even did what I thought I couldn't;
I let you in To my heart-
So voulnerable Standing there naked Without any armor!
How naive can I be?
I wonder As I cry myself to sleep.