Creeping traps

I need to die

I need to feel again

I want to feel the needle upon my skin

To feel the stab as it goes in

I need to die

To be rid of the curse that dwells in my body

I want to feel the pain that I cause

To feel the raft as it draws near

I want to starve to death

So for once I look just thin

I want to forget about my spirit

And practise on me

I want to draw up a plan

So I can escape from a dwelling trap

That is bubbling up inside of me till I explode

I need to die

So I can cause happiness instead of pain

Too relive the world from one more sorrow

To help those who need me to be gone

I need to die

I need to feel again

I want to feel the needle upon my skin

To feel the stab as it goes in