I'm not stupid anymore

I know

That I won't amount to anything

And I know

No one cares about me

And I know

I will never wake up

From my nightmare

Which is me

And I know

I'm too far away from the sun again

And I know

I cannot take this anymore

And I know

That no one cares about me

So I am determined

To let my self stay down

Underneath the water

Until the death of me

All these wounds

They will not heal

All of this pain

Will never go away

All of this hate

Fills my head

Something is wrong with me

And I know

I cannot live my life this way

And I know

I'm too far away from the sun again

And I know

I cannot take this anymore

And I know

That no one cares about me

So I am determined

To let my self stay down

Underneath the water

Until the death of me

Falling into the deepest darkest part of the water

Slowly dying

Slowly fading away

Then I see a figure of light

It is you trying to reach me

It is you trying to save me

Trying to pull me up

Trying to get me to breathe

Why?

I thought you hated me

I'm sorry

Sorry for everything


A/n: Ok, sorry that I have not put up a song for a while, been very busy. Anyway, I hope you liked this and sorry it was not all that great, I working on another song and it should be up soon.