Torn in Two


Stormy ocean, stormy skies

Stormy gusts of stormy wind

Ominous feelings, expresssionless eyes

Please help me

Colors leaking through my stare

Never before seen by you

But do you notice the darkness clearly there?

Please help me


It's as if I'm torn in two

Never to reunite with myself again

I harbor all my feelings inside my exploding heart

I shelter the world from my reasons, my motives

Please help me


Take this half of my broken heart

Try your best to mend it well

Scars will remain, this I know

But that's better than open wounds as far as I can tell

Or maybe I should just let it be

Let that half bleed to death

The other half will remain and

Will continue living in another time

Barely holding on

I'm always careful to take a breath


Can't anyone see right through me anymore?

Is it so hard for people to understand?

I'm so far gone; it's so damn scary

Not knowing where the hell I'm to turn cause


It's as if I'm torn in two

Never to piece together the puzzle

I leave behind my certainty in the vast darkness

I feel around for a trace of life in my own body

Please help me


Take this half of my broken heart

Try your best to mend it well

Scars will remain, this I know

But that's better than open wounds as far as I can tell

Or maybe I should just let it be

Let that half bleed to death

The other half will remain and

Will continue living in another time

Barely holding on

I'm always careful to take a breath


No one relates; maybe you could

No one cares; maybe you would

No one knows; maybe you do

I'm looking for something; maybe it's you


What I need and what I want

More than anything in the whole world

Is to feel whole again

To feel like I belong somewhere

But now all I can do is wait

Until one half of my heart changes poles


It's as if I'm torn in two

Never to get any of it close to right

I leave behind my certainty in the vast darkness

I feel around for a trace of life in my own body

Please help me


Please help me


Take this half of my broken heart

Try your best to mend it well

Scars will remain, this I know

But that's better than open wounds as far as I can tell

Or maybe I should just let it be

Let that half bleed to death

The other half will remain and

Will continue living in another time

Barely holding on


Take this half of my broken heart

Try your best to mend it well

Scars will remain, this I know

But that's better than open wounds as far as I can tell

Or maybe I should just let it be

Let that half bleed to death

The other half will remain and

Will continue living in another time

Barely holding on

I'm always careful to take a breath


So please help me

I'm full of hope

Butbrimming with doubt

Please help me

Help me

Lost forever

Help me, now

Save me from myself

Save me from my hell