My Deed of Destruction

I shed these tears of sorrow
Of pain
Of blood
Of shame ---

Shame is what you see in me
I've ruined everything
Destroying our affiliation
For I only cause you worry

Oh my, what have I done?
Shattered our dreams
Our love
Our life.
Because I hurt myself,
And someway that affects you;
Well I didn't ask for you.
I don't even want you anymore…
Because remember, I've said good-bye
To my relationships.
That's all I succeed at I presume
Destruction is my accomplishment.