"Too many thoughts racing through my head

To really know

What it is I'm thinking

And it seems I've gotten good at

Lying to myself

Like I've been lying to

Him

That I'm okay.

I can only hide for so long.

Someday he'll find out the secrets I

Never dreamed to tell

See past these walls and behind

This mask, knowing,

I'm not the girl he loves.

She was gone a while ago.

'Time and distance change you'

I'll wake up and maybe,

I won't.

Life is so easily thrown away."

6/29/2005 6:57pm