Lost

There is no truth,

Only bitter lies,

Guilt is my home,

I will let my spirit die.

I am lost,

And nobody's going to find me,

I will stay in my forever shrinking box,

I will let the devil smile with glee.

It's my life,

I can do what I please,

I have finished all the pill bottles,

I'm done with begging on my knees.

I am lost,

I was to rueful,

There's no light at the end of this tunnel,

But all you needed to say….

"That I am beautiful."