who knows?

I've not been what people hope from me

there are expectations I can't ride

sometimes I wanna let go myself

it's hard to be accepted

this world isn't for everybody.

I've had good days

I've had bad days

but I'll still stay against the life.

is there god?

who ate the apple, was it an apple?

why is cheese the moon?

are aliens... mice?

being total mess I've made what I want

I've not got what I want

sometimes I don't know what I want

everyday is routine

funny days are on tv

praying, nothing is clear.

the life is a competition

I've won

I'll never be number 1

but I'll still stay against the life.