Edited By: Diedre N. Flora
It's the kind of buzz you get every once in a while
when you take too many pills,
Or maybe just take too much of the stuff in
It's easy to envision suicide but harder to follow.
Every one has a reason to take blame and feel alone -
To take everything in -
Trying to deny why you want to do it.
But then you think maybe someone cares.
Maybe one day someone will care.
So you put away the drugs
And wait another day when you're strong enough to keep it all in.