Out of Nowhere

Beauty out of nothingness
Screams when you're the only one there
Sirens and you feel like it's your fault
Blood where there was never a cut
Bruises from when you can't remember
Ribs where you thought there was fat
A mask where you once knew reality
And an alter-dimension of a society
You thought if you tried hard enough you could make your life perfect
You though with enough effort it'd all work out in the end
But it didn't
And all your attempts at happiness
Have failed
All your plans, all your accomplishments
Never amounted to anything
And in your quest to find a future
You've lost your past
Ruined so much, so that now, you don't know yourself
You cant understand what led you to be this way
What has happened to your hope?