I'm alive
For once
And for once I don't feel guilt
I can laugh
I am sure
And for once I don't feel filthy
When I smile
At you
And you know I'm only dreaming
I can walk
Again
And I'm no longer leaning
On your grace
And goodwill
It didn't have to kill you

But it did
Oh well
I didn't have the will
To keep you alive