This pain it comes

And then it goes.

I can't fight the urge

I just wanna know.

That I'll be ok.

And when that sweet life

Pours from my veins.

I want you to hold me.

Hold me and realize

That I'm dying inside.

Dying to get away.

Dying to stay.

Dying from these feelings

That just won't go away.

You've trampled my heart

And torn me asunder.

You've taken my quiet life

And added some thunder.

I shouldn't still care.

I shouldn't wtill worry.

But I still wish

That you were there.

Standing beside me.

Not in front of

Or behind me.

Standing next to me and

Treating me fairly.

I gave you my heart.

You created my world.

Then you tore it apart

And said it was me.

You twisted the truth

And tainted the lies.

You are no longer

An angel in my eyes.

This pain it still comes

And each day I'm fighting.

Fighting to live.

Fighting to stay.

Fighting to forget

The best time of my life.

I know that I'll have problems.

And I know that I'll fail.

But I promise you this.

I'll no longer care.

I'll move on and survive.

Hiding my scars

And fresh cut wounds.

I'll pass you by

And continue fighting.

Fighting to live.

Fighting to stay.

Fighting to forget

The worst time of my life.

(04/08/05)