It makes me feel.

You make my heart beat that little bit faster.

I have decided to fake.

You know its so real it hurts.

It makes me die.

It gives me that little bit of strength,

That gets me through the day.

Tell me I'm alive,

So I can't hurt myself anymore.

I need permission to live,

Am I killing you?

Tell me this will stop.

It makes me feel so bad,

It makes me feel so real.

Our illusion made me think.

Do I love?

Saccharine dreams,

Bitter kisses.

It's all the same, sweet,

Do I kiss, sweet?

Do I die?

It makes me feel,

So I exist.

I love you, sweet,

Illusion never lies.