I'm sorry
I am so sorry
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to cause such pain
but I did
and it hurts from this day forth
for you anyway
I can feel it in the unwritten words
and the cold stares
I ruined you
and all I can do is apologize
for something that was unnecessary
I never meant to hurt you
that's a lie
I did
that's what I wanted
for you to hurt like I hurt
whether or not this pain
was inflicted by you
I want to say
I'm sorry
but we both know
that I'm not
and even the words will have no affect
the pain is done
and the scars still sting
how I wish
to clear it all away
I'm sorry