After a million torments, I barely stand.
My life laying in a million pieces on the floor.
Yet, this torment will be nothing compared to tomorrows,
Where I guess I'll have five million more.
Pain streams through my frozen blood,
And takes over my body like a flood.
What can I do to piece together my life?
It resembles a jigsaw because of shattering.
I don't want any hope for tomorrow,
Because whenever I stand, I take a battering.
I'm going under, I'm going under…
What did I do to deserve it, I wonder.
How can carry on living,
When no good will come of it?
I can't learn from all this pain,
Or from this never ending pit.
I must move on, I must forget,
Forget it was happiness that I met.
I have to leave behind my life
Shed the dead skin, start anew.
I will leave London, go elsewhere.
I'll say goodbye to everyone I knew.
This is my goodbye, I won't say it.
It's going to be hard, I have to admit.
But it can't be harder than this,
So I'm off to find some bliss.
Please forget me…