Wish I Could Know

It's worthless now

Without point, lacking foundation

It's too late now

It's all broken, there'll be no elation

Upon your nonexistant return

Only awkward smiles and hugs

Nothing quite normal to say the least

Nothing whatsoever like you'd think of

Because, who are you?

Who have I become?

I like the person I am

But you don't know the me I speak of

And I wish I could know

Just who you are now

Because I'm drowning

In my own self-doubt