Dear Jen,

I lost my chance at love today,

And as I tell you this heart broken in bed I lay.

I suppose I will move on and so will he,

No I don't want to picture anyone in his arms but me.

Why can't I ever learn?

Yes I know that he will get his turn.

He never lied to me not once,

It's not his fault that I can't trust.

He's in my past,

He's in my path,

Now I can't go back.

I keep making a mess out of this game,

This is the last time I watch it all go up in flames.

Maybe I didn't try,

No he should blame me for every lie.

When I looked in his eyes,

I wish I saw mine.