I'll never be good enough for you

I'm not dark enough

Pretty enough

I'm not anything enough

Even though you act like I am

Why do you look past my flaws?

No one has ever done that before

I was never good enough for anyone

But why are you the only one who looks past my flaws?

Why do you tell me I'm beautiful?

Why do you tell me I'm fine just the way I am?

What did I ever do to deserve your love?

You always ask me why I turn away

But the truth is

I don't think you are real

No one has ever loved me before

Why do you?

The second you told me

I walked away

I just couldn't believe you

I finally started to accept it

Little by little each day

I just can't believe you are real or serious

After I have been left and broken so many times before

Please be real

I was never good enough for anyone

But why are you the only one who looks past my flaws?

Why do you tell me I'm beautiful?

Why do you tell me I'm fine just the way I am?

What did I ever do to deserve your love?

You always ask me why I turn away

But the truth is

I don't think you are real

I have been broken so many times

How can I believe you are real?

How can I love you?

When I am emotionless from all my bleeding scars

I want to believe you

I am trying so hard too

I just never thought it was possible

I ever thought anyone could love me

And look past my flaws

I'm sorry

I was never good enough for anyone

But why are you the only one who looks past my flaws?

Why do you tell me I'm beautiful?

Why do you tell me I'm fine just the way I am?

What did I ever do to deserve your love?

You always ask me why I turn away

But the truth is

I don't think you are real


A/n: No idea where this came from, I guess from the depths of my soul. I hope you liked it.