And
asylum's become
Some immortality
I can't bear to look
back
I can't go onward
Everything I have done
Seems to
suffocate me
As the night it draws in
I feel quite worthless
I
don't hesitate now
As I return to the old
I press the
screwdriver down
And try to burn out
All that I
have yet said
Meant so little to you
And if I tell you I'm
numb
Does that mean something?
Damaged
and vulnerable
I wait for the end
At least I have my books
And
my drastic measures