The Contorted Life Map

I'm tired but I cannot fall asleep,

I don't know why I feel so weary.

It came in so fast I didn't realize it,

What happened to my happiness, just the little bit?

Why didn't I grasp it harder; I'm sad it flew away?

O how I miss the shiny, giddy day!

The moon has taken the place of the defeated sun.

Can I be certain that he has really won?

No, but I know that the sun is so, so strong,

That she can overcome any right or wrong.

I will eventually have my happiness back,

I just have wait until God opens up another path.

I will walk down the right one, so that I might not fall into a trap,

Please guide me through this contorted life map!