Deserving Fate

I wonder sometimes, death…
When it comes, is it the end?
Are you lifeless in your grave,
Six feet under…
The end?
If your life was at war
And you ended it for peace,
Will you have a painful after-life?
Haunting you for all eternity
Of your sin?
Reminding you ever second
Why you tried to end it
Constantly feeling the emotions
you felt at your worst low
Telling you over and over that you
Escape your fate.