I still don't think I understand the way you say you think

It is like the words are pretending to kill us in our sleep

You're the virus we've pretended to catch up again

You're asleep and awaiting the sentence you dread
That is there, that's just it, you were never afraid of this

You were once proud of being the one devils kiss

You're not; obliterated in smoke I smite you

Curse yourself for being the one I fought through

You're pathetic; I swear you'll never be clean

You're lost, you're gone; it was your ecstasy

So leave me alone, let my thoughts be here

Within my hear, withered but not like you, in fear