Title: Him

Rating: M

Characters: Roxelle Kikicho, and him

Summary: It all started a few months ago. I met the best guy on earth. See we don't see each other everyday; it's only on the Internet. I think I have fallen for him. My name is Roxelle Kikicho, I was born in Russia, my parents died after I was born and adopted when I was three.

Chapter 1: Conversations

It all started a few months ago. I met the best guy on earth. See we don't see each other everyday; it's only on the Internet. I think I have fallen for him.

Our conversations are about various things: my day at school, my new boyfriend, his wife, and my past. My past is probably one of things that he wants to know about. It's kind of weird talking to him. See I live in The United States of America, and he lives in Canada. My name is Roxelle Kikicho, I was born in Russia, my parents died after I was born and adopted when I was three.

I always listen to Christian music when talking to him. His name is Liam; he never gave me his last name. I'm not sure why. His wife lives down in here in the US. He never told me why, well he did. Kind of. He told me that his wife wanted to go to school, and she couldn't go up there. I don't understand it.

I met him in a Christian site. He says he is Christian, but how can you tell if they really are by the Internet.

I live in a small town in Pennsylvania; it used to be a huge thing back in the early 1900's or something. I never really paid attention in school when they talk about it.

He is so cool, he has a lot in common with me. I love computers and making websites; he does too. It's so weird. We have the same favorite types of food.

I sent him my picture and he loved it. He didn't think I looked my age, he thought I looked much older.

I feel so loved when I talk to him. A couple of times I saw him on his web cam. He didn't look that bad.

A couple of weeks ago I gave him my number because he wanted to talk to me about my past. See, I have a very bad past. I was raped repeatedly, and molested repeatedly; it was by my adopted father. I also have an eating disorder and I cut. He told me that his sister cuts, and I feel bad for him because I know how it feels to have a sister that cuts. My sister was the one who got me started. I've been cutting for a couple of years on and off. It hurt me to see her cut. When I started I understood what a relieve it brings.

He mentioned wanting to have sex with me. I am ten years younger than him and it would just be wrong. I told him yes to shut him up.