Oh God!
Memories still exist

Where I thought they had been
Buried beneath
The snow and mud of Nemmersdorf
And Konigsberg:
This place is still as melancholy
As once it was
And now I see
That I need you so badly
I don't want you
But it's impulse
And I need you right here now

I apologise

For the mistakes of youth
(Or barely twelve months since)
This moment
Bears no resemblance
To the tragedy
Of this time last year