Let Me Go:
There are some days when it feels like everything is ok.
And then there are the days when you just have no idea where you belong.
Maybe it's just me.
But there's something going on.
And I'm not in it.
And it's making me feel like shit.
Why aren't people talking to me?
Why don't people care?
Maybe I'm being paranoid.
But why doesn't anyone realise what I'm feeling?
Why doesn't anyone see that I'm just trying to keep a hold on reality?
But the thing is, every time I go to look back, things have crashed around me.
And I can't find my way anymore.
I just want everything to let me go, let me go.
I want the tears to fall, because it hurts to keep them inside.
Can't you just let me go?
Today was a bad day. For the rest of the year, I'll be alone.
But that's not the point.
Not the people that I'm comfortable with.
Everyone has just left me.
I don't want to be alone.
I'm sitting here, home alone.
Dad's gone out to pick Mum up from the city.
I thought it would be a good time to catch up with people.
Turns out that I was wrong.
I must have a sign on my forehead, that's visible to everyone but me.
It says: "Please Rudely Ignore".
And then I'm just left out in the dark, amongst the evilness of change.
Maybe I'm just over reacting.
Maybe I'm just imagining things.
I must have been
Look at how that little bar at the bottom flashes orange.
People have come to talk.
Out of pity, usage, I don't know.
I'm just happy for someone to talk to.
Well, that's just a short one-shot. Completely unrelated to anything that's going on right now.
I'm just feeling weird and NGIR was feeling a bit... I don't know. It's just not a great time for me to be writing that I think. I'm just not thinking subjectively enough about that time. Rather, I'm incorporating what I'm feeling NOW into the story, when I felt nothing of the sort at that point in time. Yeah...
Maybe I should write today and surrounding events now... since I'm feeling it all.
Anywayz. Review if you want. I don't really care anymore. ::sigh::