A/N: no where near my best...and.. I'm Not entirely sure how to explain this one. Just kinda came to me...I've been feeling like this for a while. Anyways, R&R me, I'll R&R you. L8a, loves.
I don't want to fight anymore
Just throw me away
Shove me to the floor
I don't have the energy to simply say no...
I hate being your plaything
But there's no other way to go
So I'll sit and smile when you ask me to
Until then, I'll be frozen, and I don't want a clue
It's so much better when you don't know what's going on...
Who knew playing dead could be so much fun?
Who cares about rebelling?
I don't want to waste my time...
And who needs love, anyway?
I don't want anyone to be mine
If I just shut up....
Or if I pretend I'm not here
I'd rather smile then scream
I'll be the music to your ears...
And if I'm drowning, so be it...
Let me drown happy
Ignore it, leave it...
And please don't be sorry
Just shove me back into your thoughts and dreams
I'll be whoever you want me to be...