A/N: no where near my best...and.. I'm Not entirely sure how to explain this one. Just kinda came to me...I've been feeling like this for a while. Anyways, R&R me, I'll R&R you. L8a, loves.

--pammy---

FiNiSHeD 9/27/05

I don't want to fight anymore

Just throw me away

Shove me to the floor

I don't have the energy to simply say no...

I hate being your plaything

But there's no other way to go

So I'll sit and smile when you ask me to

Until then, I'll be frozen, and I don't want a clue

It's so much better when you don't know what's going on...

Who knew playing dead could be so much fun?

Who cares about rebelling?

I don't want to waste my time...

And who needs love, anyway?

I don't want anyone to be mine

If I just shut up....

Or if I pretend I'm not here

I'd rather smile then scream

I'll be the music to your ears...

And if I'm drowning, so be it...

Let me drown happy

Ignore it, leave it...

And please don't be sorry

Just shove me back into your thoughts and dreams

I'll be whoever you want me to be...