Lost at Sea
So, almighty God of the Sea
What do you have in store for me?
You, how dare you change the tides like you did?
I lost control, couldn't hold onto the loose sand any longer
Because you, you have to be so damn attractive
Pulling me in with your gaze
Changing the tides on me and making me go insane
With the things you do
Don't smile anymore!
It'll just pull me in
Don't laugh or tell jokes!
I'll be too caught up in them to notice until it's too late
And before you even know it I'll be stranded out at sea
Sea God, please, don't you see what you're doing?
Stop being you!
Please, for just one, single day
Cease your personality's reign over me
Sever whatever ties we may have
And let me swim where I am
Miserably, regretfully, sourly by the shore
Deathly afraid of whatever I may enounter out in the middle
The middle of that vast, churning possibility
Don't look at me that way!
With your eyes so kind and your stare so piercing
Don't shine any attention upon me!
I can't stand it when you care about me
For I know that soon, it will be too late for me
I shall be gone and lost forever at sea
Farewell, old world
So long, home land
I'm departing for a nonexistant location now
Don't pull me towards you!
I don't need the temptations you unintentionally advertise!
Stop being so strong and couragous!
It makes me wish you were by my side
I don't need you
I dont' want this
I can't have this
I can't have you
So, please, I'm begging you with every pitiful ounce of plea I have left
Stop shifting the tides and messing with my mind!
Stop, the current is too strong for me to resist!
Seriously, I can't handle any of this!
I can't touch the bottom anymore!
I have lost all foundation!
Help me back to shore; please do it now!
No, I will not go with you to the midst of the oceans
I have nothing keeping me afloat now
It's all me, only me versus your rip tide
Just please, I'm too pathetic for this anymore
Please stop your wonder
Please cease your amazing existance
Oh, God of the Sea, I can't handle the emotions you make me feel
I can't handle it at all
No more jokes, no more laughs, no more smiles, no more glances
Nothing at all; that's what I need
Contradicting what it is I want, I still need to go along with it
For if I don't then I'll fall for you even more
These emotions will become more deeply rooted in my heart
God of the Sea, look what you've done
Gaze upon my scarred heart
Examine the roots
Infer what you'd like
We both know what this means
I'm lost at sea