Is there any point in attempting to be close with another?
Or should I just not allow anyone in?
I'm sick of it;
I cannot take it anymore.
Not another time can I go through the pain
Because I know that I will not make it out alive.
So here I am, shutting down.
I'm closing myself;
No more hurting, no more pain.
No more feelings of disconnection.
No more feelings of neglect and abandonment.
You cannot leave me behind;
It's too late for that.
It's lights out;
I'm abandoning and walking away…