Overwhelmed with the confirmation of negative thoughts and feelings.

I can't think straight.

I can't see straight.

My world is shaking

And has been flipped upside down,


Breaking into countless pieces.

The anxiety has gotten to me

And I am fearful of the consequences.

I am so scared of being stripped again

After having worked so hard to protect myself.

I am so afraid of having everything ripped away from me;

It is tearing me apart.

I'm breaking!

The strength is leaving my body,

I'm breaking down!


Just tell me!:

What is wrong with me?

Why is my head so fucked up inside?

Why am I so screwed up?

Why can't anyone love me?

Why is it so hard to love me?

Why am I not enough?

Will I ever be enough?!