Overwhelmed with the confirmation of negative thoughts and feelings.
I can't think straight.
I can't see straight.
My world is shaking
And has been flipped upside down,
Breaking into countless pieces.
The anxiety has gotten to me
And I am fearful of the consequences.
I am so scared of being stripped again
After having worked so hard to protect myself.
I am so afraid of having everything ripped away from me;
It is tearing me apart.
The strength is leaving my body,
I'm breaking down!
Just tell me!:
What is wrong with me?
Why is my head so fucked up inside?
Why am I so screwed up?
Why can't anyone love me?
Why is it so hard to love me?
Why am I not enough?
Will I ever be enough?!