My favorite sin
Forever embedded in my mind
You took my breath away
You stole my will to breathe
And told me I was worthless
Without saying a word
I was only playing a game
Just a small one
Knives not meant to harm
Only to teach.
Every slice was handed to you on a silver platter
Your screams only filling me with delight
Your pain my happiness, your happiness my plight
Can you still remember those nights?
I told you not to squirm
I'm only trying to show you how I felt
How I feel.
I loved you, with every cut, I loved you
I promise to remember that smile
That striking smile that took me to another world
Your voice a melodic orgasm
Bursting gold at its seams
Every cut my darling
Just take it in stride
I'll keep this love a secret, even when there is nothing to hide
I miss those brown locks of hair
And getting lost in the sway of your hips
The effervescent look of an angel
Why did it end so bittersweet?
Pretending there can one day be a friendship
A friendship like before.
Now you lie under me
Bleeding all hopes of a future
Smiles never to be seen
Voice never to be heard
And yet, my love
I am not happy
The crimson droppings only satisfy the hate
But what about my love?
If only I could stop
If only my love.
AN: my favorite type of poem, love/hate ramblings. Lets see this was inspired by my relationship ending a few months back, and the music I am listening too…cruel intentions soundtrack (counting crows, colorblind. Makes me want to cry)