Transparency

The more I think about it
The more I like it
The more I feel it
The less I fight it

But something tells me
It's not gonna be
He looks through me like a window
Utter transparency

How the heck are you
Supposed to deal
When you can't say
What you really feel

And if there ever is a chance
How do I know he'll finally see
The person that I really am
And not transparency…