a blonde infatuation

she's a combination

of everything I like about myself

and everything else I want to be.

My latest obsession:

a blonde infatuation

with a lukewarm desire for me.


Divine and untouchable;

she's an angel or a star.

But also

so human and real

with strawberry lips that smell of summer.

Infinitely cravable.


She has awoken my passions

but infatuations never last,

and complications of reality

erode every dream.

I expect heartbreak,

but I still love the blonde.