a blonde infatuation

she's a combination

of everything I like about myself

and everything else I want to be.

My latest obsession:

a blonde infatuation

with a lukewarm desire for me.

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Divine and untouchable;

she's an angel or a star.

But also

so human and real

with strawberry lips that smell of summer.

Infinitely cravable.

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She has awoken my passions

but infatuations never last,

and complications of reality

erode every dream.

I expect heartbreak,

but I still love the blonde.

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-fine-