I'm laying in a bed of thorns
Trying to bleed out the poison
That has consumed me

My impure body
Has forsaken me

Oh, why me?
Give in to unpure thoughts
of passion and wanting

Of things people would refer to as
a "sin"

I thought to myself
'I will not give in'
To unpure thoughts
of betrayal

But my body has forsaken me
And I have done the deed

All I can think of is,
what will my father say?

When I tell him
Of my unpure, vile deed
that has been done
That I did not stop
But simply wanted


Consumed my thoughts

I swallow hard
My breath caught in my throat

Ready to face him
My greatest fear (today)

I step foward
My mouth opens

He turns his head towards me
And I begin to speak