The Dirty Dead

I know why you do it
For I do it also
I hate seeing it on you
But want it for myself
I can't bare knowing you hurt
But I do it to myself too.
Hypocrite, is that it?
It can't be that…
For your hurt adds to mine

I'll just do it once more
Only one more time
I promise this is the last time---
I do the dirty deed again.