MY ESCAPE/MY RELEASE
I'm feeling like I'm dead,
Your voice ringing in my head.
My blood is running cold now.
I want to end this but I don't know how.
I'm crying, is it worth it?
Is it worth throwing myself into a cutting fit?
I've these marks the scars won't show.
I'm cut deeper than you kn0w.
Most wounds are on the surface.
The pain is only temporary, don't you notice?
I sit on my bed glass in had,
Trying to tell myself to put it back on the nightstand.
But I don't listen, instead I give in.
I push the glass against my skin.
The blood rushes up, the pain is ecstasy.
It hurts, that's fine.
The pain is something that's all mine.