This is no one's fault but mine

I've been counting down the time

Counting down the days

Counting the myriad ways

To leave this world behind

For all I see is hate and fear

Men and women hidden behind smiles

We're just toys secretly implanted with a self-destruct mechanism

When we're sent down the ethereal assembly line

It's not okay to feel this way

I don't want to see another day

And there's nothing anyone can say

To make me change my mind

A few of you I shall carry with me

Into my own eternity

But do not cry

Forget my name

This is no one's fault but mine