"An empty Marlboro Light pack

And

A kiss to know which road to take

'If this disturbs you

Then walk away'

Three years, a shaky separation

Finally reduced to

This

An awkward resolution

Watching as the bikes pass by my window

Because I can't bear to

Look

You

In the eye

And the seatbelt is too tight,

Too much like your

Passionate

Arms;

My runaway salvation

That I can't help but take advantage of.

'This stays between us'

Such a simplified defiance

To

Everything

We worked so hard to built

Stop me, shake me,

Tell me I'm wrong

Bloodstained and

In

Pieces

Across your dashboard.

'The truth never comes easy.'"

7:83pm 10/24/2005


Note: I was listening to Disturbed's new album "Ten Thousand Fists" in Jeff's car on the way home while writing this, hence the lyrics (the first set of italics). He's always been my best friend, despite being my exboyfriend. Thanks for reading!